February 2012
I kinda, sorta, sometimes, still think about you.....
I honestly can't commit to my words.
xo-sarahchen:
Every time when I tell myself to work harder.. to study and to focus more. Next thing you know, I’m distracted by something or someone. Just wished that I was the type who doesn’t get distracted easily and can actually commit to my work first before doing anything else.
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Funny how when you like someone,
faithtastic:
you constantly feel like you’re annoying them. But as soon as you get over them, the feeling evaporates and you no longer care. It’s like you can talk to or bother them as much as you want and you don’t have to feel bad about it. Funny.
I want to travel the whole world.
danielbarao:
I want to have a learning experience with close friends or someone special around the whole world. I want to find out things that we’ve never knew about. I want to have a special moment each place we go to. And as we travel we would get closer to each other and have a wonderful time.
Crying before sleeping.
lalalalalacaitlinmay:
I hate it, because the next morning you wake up your eyes are super swollen and it shows you cried. Everything is hurting, and you can’t really do anything. You can’t call anyone up because mostly everyone is sleeping, and even if they did answer your phone it’s not like they could understand what you’re saying anyways.
A day not talking to you, is a day incomplete.
I hate how I have to get reminded of you every...
I don't talk to a lot of people anymore.
xo-sarahchen:
Recently, I haven’t been talking to much people now like I used to. There just isn’t anything interesting to talk about anymore. Like sure, I would talk to some people and ask how their day was etc, etc. But after awhile conversations just goes dead and it doesn’t seem like a normal conversation as usual. Maybe I’m just used to being independent now and thinking everything through...
I'm not close to anyone anymore.
xo-sarahchen:
I’ve been let down so many times that I just tend to drift away from them. Sometimes I wonder how they are doing.. if they are having a happy life without me. I just don’t have that ability to be close to someone where I can actually tell everything and someone who I can count on every single day where they can make me laugh, smile, happy. The truth is it’s hard for me to trust...
Am I just another back up person to you?
xo-sarahchen:
Are you just talking to me because you have no other people to talk to and hanging with me when you have no one else to hang with? I’m not a second option okay.. I’m not going to let someone use me like that whenever you feel like it. Just because I let you get away with you using me before doesn’t mean I will let you get away with it this time, I won’t let you. Next time when you...
i hate when people leave me for no reason.
I love receiving long letters,
teenagedcrisis:
Just by taking a glance at the length of the letter makes you feel great inside. It makes you feel special knowing the fact that person invested time and a lot of thought and effort into writing you something very profound and meaningful.
Being complete strangers with someone that means...
Those moments…
mahalhakunamatata:
when you just want to burst out and say everything that is on your mind, stupid and/or crazy. But you can’t, it’ll only make things worse. You just can’t, because it’s never meant to be said outloud.
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I honestly can't commit to my words.
Every time when I tell myself to work harder.. to study and to focus more. Next thing you know, I’m distracted by something or someone. Just wished that I was the type who doesn’t get distracted easily and can actually commit to my work first before doing anything else.
Old Songs > New Songs.
asteezzy:
I personally like old songs better than new songs because Old songs have more meaning to it. Nowadays, the majority of the new songs that are coming out with are about sex, drugs, partying, drinking, more sex etc. It’s not like those are the only things that could make up a good song.
I spend my mornings thinking about what I will do, my afternoons thinking about what I could be doing, and my nights thinking about what I didn’t do.
Reblog if you literally cant stop thinking of...
Getting unexpected messages from someone you like.
The fact that I have school tomorrow makes me...
“As you grow up, you learn that even one person that was never supposed to let...”
– (via saraahlew-)
Whatever, I'm used to it.
I'm that type of girl who forgive people easily....
I don't know why but I always think people are mad...
I feel like a bother everytime I try to talk to...
I have a habit of putting myself down,
teenagedcrisis:
It’s probably because I expect too much from myself. Standards that I wouldn’t even expect from others. I guess it’s because I’m an over achiever and the downfall to being one is that when you fall—- you fall hard. You begin to punish yourself when you fail using expressions like, ” I should have done this instead, I should have put more effort.” Then I end up blaming bad...
I don't give out my tumblr to my friends in real...
The main reason is that.. this is the only place where I can actually spill all my feelings out. I don’t want my friends seeing how I actually feel and start asking me “what’s wrong?” when I see them around in school. I don’t want them to see a different person out of me.. when they know my tumblr and how I actually feel.
We're starting to drift.
p3rspect1ve:
I knew this would happen, no one ever plans on staying. I’m trying to keep us together, but I feel like you don’t even want to talk to me anymore. Rather than making me wait, tell me straight up.
“It’s not just other people we need to forgive. We also need to forgive...”
– Mitch Albom (via sammmanthaa)
It shouldn't bother me, but it does. I shouldn't...
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Am I just another back up person to you?
Are you just talking to me because you have no other people to talk to and hanging with me when you have no one else to hang with? I’m not a second option okay.. I’m not going to let someone use me like that whenever you feel like it. Just because I let you get away with you using me before doesn’t mean I will let you get away with it this time, I won’t let you. Next time...
Do you ever wonder why we stopped talking?
ayyetrish:
because I do. The only reasons I can come with are the fact that i’m not worth your time and you found someone better to talk to. I wish people wouldn’t drift from me that easily. I want someone who’s willing to stay with me no matter what happens.
